I'm trying..
I hope I can do it..
You so busy..
Making video to submit..
Jia you k..
Don't make ownself so tired..
Hope your video will get some award..
Take care..
Good night...
You said hi...
after a whole day of without contact...
I'm happy of course..
We talked..
About today..
About games..
About work..
Weird thing is..
I know what you doing..
But you told me that you are doing something else..
Maybe..
You have alot of computer now that you can multi task?
Not sure..
Just that..
Dear..
I'm starting to let go..
I know it's hard..
I still need to try..
Coz I know...
What I need to do for my future..
I love you...
tong zai yan zhong bian cheng lei zai xin zhong bian cheng hui
痛 在眼中變成淚 在心中變成灰
Pain, in my eyes it has become tears, in my heart it has become ashes
mei you shen me neng an wei
沒有什麼能安慰
There isn't anything that can comfort me
pa bei shi jian bian cheng lei bei xiang xiang bian cheng bei
怕 被時間變成累 被想像變成悲
Afraid, that time will make me tired, turning what I have imagined to grief
xi wang dou bei fen sui
希望都被粉碎
Hope has all been crushed
bu an you shi hui beng kui you shi hui yuan DUI
不安有時會崩潰 有時會怨懟
When I feel uneasy I would sometimes break down, sometimes I would enmity
hao xiang zen me dui dai dou bu dui
好像怎麼對待都不對
It seems like whatever you do/treat it/ isn't right
kan de chu ni yin cang duo shao de pi BEI
看得出你隱藏多少的疲憊
It can be seen how much exhaustion you have hidden
que hai shi jian chi zhe ai bu duan jia bei
卻還是堅持著愛不斷加倍
But you still strongly believe that love will continue to double
rang wo gan dong ye rang wo kui dui
讓我感動也讓我愧對
It has made me really touched and made me feel ashamed
xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
謝謝你們 愛我的每個人
Thank you, each and everyone who love me
zai wo de ren sheng zui xiang yi chang e meng de lü cheng
在我的人生最像一場惡夢的旅程
who have accompanied me to break and bravely wake up
pei wo zheng tuo yong gan de qu xing lai
陪我掙脫 勇敢地去醒來
from this journey in my life, which is the most like a nightmare,
dang wo de hu wei wei wo DAO gao xin ling geng qiang ren
當我的護衛 為我禱告心靈更強韌
(thank you) for being my bodyguards and for praying for me so that my heart will become even more robust
xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
謝謝你們 愛我的每個人
Thank you, each and everyone who love me
rang wo nu li HOU ke yi xie xie zi ji hen tan cheng
讓我努力後可以謝謝自己很坦誠
for letting me work hard so I'll be able to thank myself then for being honest
hui xiang bu tong huo jue wang dao duo kai
會想不通 或絕望到躲開
I would (sometimes) not understand or lose hope and hide away
dan ni men zuo de zong rang wo xiang jian qiang fu ze ren wei le ai zhong sheng
但你們做的 總讓我想堅強負責任 為了愛重生
But the things you do always make me want to be strong and take responsibility and to be reborn for love
xin bai tuo ye de hei wang lan tian er fei bei yang guang bao wei
心 擺脫夜的黑 往藍天而飛 被陽光包圍
Heart, has broken away from the darkness of the night and is flying towards the blue skies being surrounded by sunlight
zhi wei le ni yi ju wo xiao de hao mei
只為了 你一句我笑得 好美
For one sentence you say I would smile beautifully
wo ren zhu le tai man zhang de lei
我忍住了 太漫長的淚
I would hold in the long-lasting tears
kan de chu ni yin cang duo shao de pi BEI
看得出你隱藏多少的疲憊
It can be seen how much exhaustion you have hidden
que hai shi jian chi zhe ai bu duan de jia bei
卻還是堅持著愛不斷地加倍
But you still strongly believe that love will continue to double
rang wo gan dong ye rang wo kui dui
讓我感動也讓我愧對
It has made me really touched and made me feel ashamed
He edited the pictures and made bear bear smile...
Why is this work not done by you?
But by him, who i rejected?
I don't know whether he know about the story behind this bear or not...
But..
Where are you?
Why you can come into my life one day..
And went missing another day...
Is this what you like doing?
Playing games on me?
Or more to revenge?
I know i wrong..
And I know you wrong also..
I'm willing to forgive and accept my mistake...
Yet...
You don't care...
Everyone everywhere..
Wants me to give up...
Just one word from you "don't"...
I will not...
But..
You didn't say anything...
You just come and go as you like..
Did you think about my situation..
What you have been doing to me?
Did you ever realise?
What i should do?
I want to give up...
And i don't want to let go...
How am i suppose to do this?
Like what you say..
You didn't give up..
You just move on..
How you did that?
Crying the heart out is really painful..
Even without tears..
Can feel it.. :(
I cried alot last night...
Talked to her for hours..
Till like 5am this morning...
I know her logic..
I know what she tries to do..
But yet..
I still can't do what she wants me to do...
You messaged me first in msn today..
Ask how am i..and my wound..
Thanks..
Really appreciate it..
I don't know..
Like she say..
Maybe it's for real that you are taking me as a backup..
I told her..
I'm willing..
As long as you don't put me aside..
But how long can i wait for you?
When will you return?
Or will you ever return??
I miss your hugs...
Miss you lotz....
You have been avoiding me the whole day..
Not sure whether you are really busy or what..
But you have time to post in facebook...
You choose to break promise..
But i don't want to..
Can i have lunch/dinner with you tomorrow?
I don't dare to ask you...
I have been rejected so many times...
And yet..
I still want to try...
Is this naive?
Maybe..
I think so...
Or maybe it's just thick face..
Don't want to give up...
Like teacher say...
It's just that i don't want to admit that i made the wrong decision at the first step of getting in a relationship with you...
Or...
It's just that i don't want to admit that i made the wrong decision to call for break up...
But..
I already admit it..
I said i'm sorry...
But that's no point of turning back...
Why?
Why when you do mistake then i always want to forgive you?
But when i do mistake..
You can don't care..
Can find new target?
Should i do the same also?
No...
I don't want to hurt those people who love me by pretending to love them...
I miss you..
Just be safe..
Careful...
