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Hmm..

Today you seems to reply my msg faster than usual.. :)

But..i just wonder..
Why between 6pm - 1am you cannot reply my msg?
Is it really that busy?
Or..you know what i'm thinking off...

Really don't understand how could someone just forget just like that?
How come i don't have that type of brain?
Or maybe..PTSD?
Then i don't have to face all this things...

I really really hope that someday..
Some miracle will happen..
Love you...


I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

More then anything, more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.

Oh More then anything, Yeah, and more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

Worried Sick..

Why must i always worried about you?

Why??
What happen to myself?
I really don't know..
Why everything is you first?
Why everytime people ask about you I don't know what to answer?
Or i create a lie...

I really want to live like a normal person..
With someone that love me till the end..
Will you be that person?
I doubt so...
But..
I'm waiting for miracle..
For the time that you might be back for me...

I know I'm stupid...
Everyone ask to let go...
Yet i still can't do it...

DEAR!!! Where are you????
I'm worried...

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Just receive your msg that you are on the way home..
I wonder what have you been doing all these while..
Everyday work until so late?
Yum cha? Drinking?
Hmm..No matter what you do...
Just be careful k..
Also, to who you are with..
Take care of dear k..

Missing you....

Now i only truly understand the meaning of missing someone..

Before sleep...need to know that they already reach home safely...
During sleep...will dream everything that we do previously together...
Wake up from sleep...realise that it's just a dream..everything back to what had happened..
Check phone and itouch...no message..no call...

Missing you is really difficult...
This is much tougher than i thought it will be...
I didn't know that i love you that much...

Every moment..
I will think what you are doing..
How are you......
Say to stop every single communication with you...
I can't do it..
Even i know..
Something are lies..
I still tend to believe it... :(
I just want to hear your voice...
Knowing that you still care..
Is enough....

Today you talk to me..
Also thought me to play Triple Town...
you told me that you like the present..
But you haven't see the album yet..
Not sure about the letter and email...
I know i must be crazy...
But i really want you to know that..
I really care for you..

Someone told me that it's not worth it to wait for you..
Even if you really come back..
Is it worth it?
Will you still be the same?
Should i keep you?
Without hesitate..
In my heart..i answer..yes i do...

They said...
You can do it one time..
You will do it second time..
But still...
I'm waiting..
Hoping for miracle to happen..
I just need someone that really love me for who i am...

I know..
If i love you more than you love me..
I will be very difficult...very sanfu...
People say being love is better than to love...
But no one love me...
I only can love you...
Take care my dear...


Kiss - Because I'm a Girl Korean lyrics and translation

Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso

I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy


marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything



modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again



marur haji guresso nega shirhojyodago
nunchiga obnun nan nur boche giman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything


[narration] Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego
sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

[narration]
Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you



sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo
hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything


Narration (Guy, only in the music video)
There's someone I'm in love with...
Although I can't be with her now...
I'm still in love with her...


I think you practising this song..

But for who i don't know...

I tried asking you..

But you say no.....

Loving you is tough...

Leaving you is much more difficult..


I'm happy that you initiate to msg and play games with me today..

Thanks my dear...

Girls...

Too tired yesterday..

Come home check facebook sleep already..
Forget to blog... :P

Yesterday was really sad..
Know so much thing at one time..
Although i already have the feel,
But yet confirming it is really bad...

I was told to stop all communication with you...
but still i can't...
HOW?

I tried to msg you for the last time..
But end up you reply my msg really quick...
And also you denied all those things..
If it's really true, why scare to accept it?
Is it really like what they say?
You just put me as a backup...
Already get already one, don't need to care so much??

I really don't know what you thinking of..
You careful la...and good luck for today...

Chasing new girl..

I today finally confirmed that you are chasing another girl..

But i got the wrong person..
Wondering who is this person now..
I got so upset that i hide in the toilet for hours...
Then rush out to meet you..
stuck in the jam for hours...
Just to meet you for less than 10 minutes...
I pass the presents that i prepared for you...
But you still don't have the time to open it yet...

You look angry..
I tried to make you happy...
Just smile alittle...
I'm really upset..
Is it I really need to let go now??

I thought i told myself that if you have another girlfriend then i will let go?
But how come now it turn out to be worst???
Why i always bluff myself that you will come back?
you will be better..
you will be change..
But you will just leave me there...

I'm sorry for the things that i did wrong..
Can we it make up again??

When you msg me tell me that tonight tetries if you back early...
I very happy..
I don't know...
What type of relationship we having now...
I really hope that you can help me up..
If you don't want me anymore, maybe can give me a big slap..
And wake me up from the dream that i have been dreaming together with you...
If you would like to continue our relationship, can you please tell me what i should do??
I'm sorry...
I really feel sorry... :(

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