This Is Our Story

Everytime i feel that i'm going to be ok..

Everything come back again... :(

I love you so much

That it hurts..

To go back to the place that we spend time together...

Today went the curve..

Not a place that we go always...

But we always go for christmas deco..

Mood so down that mum thought i'm sick :(

I keep check my hp..

For your reply..

I message you early in the morning..

Until 5.30 only i receive your reply..

Then no reply..

Till i disturb you in facebook..

Am i that annoying that you don't even want to answer me?

And..

you said that you no time..

but today you went out..

Where you went?

Ask you..

You answered..

"Haha"

I don't understand...

Really don't...

When you ask me..

I will tell you...

But when I ask you???

Is it I also should answer you that way?

Distance us even further?

Today i told myself that enough...

I really need to stop thinking about you already...

But...

I don't know...

It just keep coming back...

Why...

Why i still can't let go?

Why you don't want me anymore?

How come your 1month relationship is better than out 6 years?

I really don't know... :(