National Qualifiers...
Sadly, i failed to qualify for it. Twas a good chance and a good experience too. Lost during the top 8 elimination round, where only 4 of us can go to the nationals. My opponent offered me RM300 for the win, but i insisted to play although i knew it was a bad matchup for me. But still, it's all about the sportsmanship, rite? Even if i lose, at least i knew i have tried my best, and will do even better next year. Cheers. :-)
There wont be any more major Magic Tourneys this year around, except for the nationals which i failed to qualify. haha.
Assignments...
Had been very very busy doing and finishing my assignments and it's finally done! Hurry for my group mates.
However, finals are next week. And this means less time for magic and more time for study. Hmm... Should i rephrase that again? haha.
Another semester has just came and gone. What have i learn from this semester? I think the most important thing that i have learn is that to be more independent in my studies and to complete my assignments not in a last minute kind of work. Ok, the first one might sound better, but the second one... i think i have been mentioning it every semester for the past.. 6-7 semesters already? haha. But i think i have improved alot to not procrastinate lar.. haha.
Anyways, some of the pictures during the Ipoh tourney will be uploaded by my dear later on. SO be patient ok? haha.
Quote of the day:
JJ (from Hitz.fm) is driving with both his hands.......
... ON HIS HEAD! (Hitz.fm, 2008)
Something is bothering my mind now...
Till then...
after movie...have a short meeting with my group members...which includes...Anna, Khim, Chen Ming, Yan Ling, Li Ping, Dear and myself...hehe....we briefly dicuss on what we should do and delegated job for each others.....
After that, we went Kanna Curry House...(not RK Curry House)hehe...had banana leaf rice breakfast + lunch = full
Then, Khim sent me to KTM after sending Chen Ming and Dear....
A long and slow journey home....sometimes i do love to take enjoy this ride home....resting...enjoying the cozy atmosphere....the silence......
sometimes i hate it...the environment.....smelly...noisy....stuffy and all...haha....
life is always not perfect...think i aspect too much from the society......
Went Jusco Cheras Selatan and Metro Point.....There's a clinic in Metropoint for Eye....i know there are skin care centres but not eye care...hehe.....my dad's vision was not that good for the past month...he have been complaining about it....so, we decided to bring him for a checkup...i think the doctor is abit new....she's abit blur....but then she's good....kind...caring...friendly.....hehe...she check each and everything...even concern for my dad's health....i know my dad is overweight...but don't see the point a eye doctor ask my dad to do checkup on hypertension and diabetic...add points for her....then, she even did free eye checkup for my mum and I....my eyes appear to be more sensitive than i thought...she said that my ears were still in good conditions...as my power is 00.00...haha....but she turn my eyelid ups (ouch...it does hurts....she needs to numb it after that.....to flip it again) there are many small small things there...i don't know what...i can't see it...she show my mum....and she say not too worry about it as it will subside with age like asthma and eczema which i had last time and it subsided for now...haha....
then, so coincidence that this doctor know Dr Hera Lukman...and she sends regards to her.....
"Dr Hera...Dr Yin sends her regards to you"
Then, she works in Kota Kinabalu for the past 10 years....and she knows my mum's cousin sister which is a nurse in the hospital that she works in......
She also knows the gynae that my mum went for checkup all this while...Dr Alex Matthew....
Then, some cardiologists....my family doctor...Dr Liaw and Dr Wong.....she also knows them.....so coincidence.....or maybe i should say...all the doctor know each other...they marry the same profession in a different field and get to know other doctors....haha.....
My dear is currently having his dinner....a wedding dinner...his god sister's wedding....
"Congratulations, Kenneth's god Sister and Husband (I don't know her name...Sowie)"
Till here...
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Hmm... i don't know how can i describe things now. Words don't seem to be able to come out of my mouth. Therefore, i have decided to use pictures to illustrate what i wanted to say. These pictures can be a clue, a word, or some letters, where when compiled it will give u a sentence, trying to tell you all out there what is running thru my mind now...
lol. Happy guessing. tired...Till then...
... less.
What should i do?
Someone teach me.
Went to college today, for two classes. One from 2pm till 4pm and the other from 4pm till 6pm. I got fed up during the 4pm to 6pm class. It was just too tiring. Why can't the student council do something about it?
Perhaps they can help channel our complains to the admin staffs. But the admin will definitely say that we need to understand the situation as there are not many classes available and all sorts of excuses. Come to think of it, we are the one paying RM1000++ for each subjects that we take (total like, 12 subs per year?) and all we get is "we need to understand the situation"? Who's gonna understand us? it's a waste of our money.
Lol. Why don't i jux go somewhere else and study instead, as some of you might ask. Well, I have already been paying my tuition fees for the past 3 years. Of coz i wanna get the best out of it. Rite?
However, the problem which we were worrying about last week, suddenly came back to life. What should i do???
How how HOW?
sobs...
Don't worry la...everything will be fine want a...hehe.....actually i'm quite worried too...even confused also...haha....why we have so many problems in life? why can't be life a simpler than now? it's so complex...so confusing....so unique....so different in all different angle....the way you perceive it will make huge differences.......
Everyone make a difference...because everyone thinks differently...hehe...
Till here....
... is the torment.
It has been very tormenting waiting for something...
The stress...
The impatient...
The pain...
The fatigue...
The mental challenge...
The frustration...
I am out of mood for anything rite now. Worrying about something. Can't pay attention in class. Don't know what is the lecturer talking about also. Sad...
HOw how how???
~tik tok tic tok~
Till then...
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The moment of truth will be long moment of awaiting....
Waiting for someting to prove themselves....
It's a difficult moment....
Life might be difficult...
but not as difficult as now...
College has begun....
it's the end of the first week....
Assignments....groups projects....tutorials....
Stress level are rising....
Not only that, Clubs and activities....
Meetings....and emails.....
Paper work.....
And plus this problem we had.....
i really have to much stress...
Hope.....
Everything will be fine tomorrow......
Till here...
Yup. Com jux came back safely. But i need to reinstall most of my programs, coz that fella reformatted my pc, changed the motherboard. But luckily he back-up most of my files. So all the pictures and files are still here. Jux need to touch up some lost programs then its ok already.
Initially i wanted to play Maple with my dear but she is having problem with her internet connection, so can't play lo.
Since so long i have yet to drop a line here in this blog. So..
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nah... there's the "line"
Had been suffering for the past week. Living without a PC is like living without water. It's holiday and i don't have a PC to online, chat, play games, and so on. It's so boring....
In addition to that, I was to choose my thesis topic before Friday, which is tomolo. And i wasted one whole week, unable to online to see the topics and to consider which topic to choose. I jux feared that without ample past research to support my topic, i will have a difficult time to complete my thesis paper. And that would be my worst nightmare...
Or maybe it's my second worst...
Did some shopping with my dear during the past week. Only managed to fill my time during the day, while nite is a boring boring time. Time passes so slow. I've got nothing to do. I was lifeless...
Going to Ipoh on Saturday.
Emo-ing now. Couldn't understand something... Something which i totally don't agree on. Why should it be this way? Why can't see the logic of it? Even after lengthy explanations, yet still continue to proceed on? Hm....
Till then...
