Today, I decided to take a break from my busy routine to drop some thoughts here..
hehe...
Many of my friends have graduated and working now...
It's going to be my turn...
If everything goes on well..
will be able to start working in December..
But...
I thought of having a 1 month holiday first?
What you think?
After 4 years of college life,
I think I should have some holiday..
Maybe cause i didn't spent my college life like every other college had..
Spent time in hostel, with friends, camping, shopping, chit chat till late midnight..
My college life is only wake up early in the morning, take train, take bus..
push here and there..
get to college...
eat lunch...
take bus...
take another free bus...
Reached midvalley...
stopped by Comic Mart..
Take train...
Back home with bus, taxi or mum...
Do assignment, play online games...
Sleep...
And it's been a routine...
I get to spent lesser time with friends...
Maybe it's because of me, myself..
Of maybe is not...
Or maybe i'm just missing my friends...
I just hope to have more place to spent my time, thoughts...
MISS YOU GUYS LOTS
Enjoy the rest of the college time..^^
Till here...
I just hate it to be late for class...
Everyone will look at you one kind...
even the lecturers...
I don't like this type of feelings...
I don't want to look into the class through the small window at the door...
To search for dear...
And make sure that I dash into the correct place within a milisecond...
Hoping that no one will see me..
Just hoping...
Of course everyone will look at me..
Once i open the Door...
:(
HELP ME
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Magic Practise at Mcdonald's...
It has been our tradition to eat and play at Midvalley Mcdonald's...
Haha...
Played a few games with dear...
Not sure which deck to use for this coming Saturday games day..
Hope everything will go on smoothly...
Dear have been practising so difficuly...
and he couldn't go for PTQ...
because...
family problem... :(
Feel bad for you dear...
Don't Sad k..
I with you...^^
Till here...
spot some questions that she would probably asked...
asked the group earlier what questions she asked...
Get ready...Prepare....Go!
When we were inside,
we got all sorts of questions...
haha...
Can you imagine she ask us details like...
- how much blood does a normal human being has?
- how long does he have to bleed to dry?
- what bag does he use to carry the bodies?
- how does he takes the blood?
- how he was CAUGHT? (this one is cool..we didn't think of it...)
the thing is...
she said " if you are able to put in answers on questions that people will think of, then you will be a great forensic psychology student"
haha...if i were able to think of everything, i guess i will be genius...
but i'm happy with my assesment...
she thought i was reading my notes...
when i show her,
it's just the cover page of the assignment...
haha...
today, it's two people birthday....
"Happy Birthday Yee Ling and Sorry i don't know your name!"
Hope you all have a blissful one...everything is going fine...
except for something that i can't explain it here...
huhu...
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Hmm... Not a good day today. I kinda forgot that my Health Psych meeting was on 10am instead of 2pm! Then, had meeting wif Miss Winnee at 11.30am. What a rush!
Anyways, life has not been harder...
...alright. There were times where life was even harder, but still now is... yea.
Some of the facts of life that i went through today:
- People forcing you to take their experiment when you don't really feel like doing it. And prior to that you need to sign an "informed consent form" for them stating that you voluntarily join in their experiment
- Cognitive dissonance (go search the psych book for the meaning and examples)
- People pushing into the bus as if they are the one that wants to get home fast and you are just blocking their way
- No matter what you do, you are always on the wrong side (this is not good)
Just when you thought all those were bad enough, look at this:
Tired now. Mentally tired, not physically.
Till then...
I really dont know what else should i say, nor should i do. This is driving me crazy.
Today is the first second day of class. Went for some assessment class and the timing was just the right and perfect time for me to sleep. Bought some chocolates into class (2pm till 4pm, crazy rite???) to munch on so that i wouldn't fall asleep.
After that, home.
Basically, my class was just THAT time for today.
And for the rest of the semester, i have classes on only AFTERNOONS till late evening. How is this possible??? I actually prefer morning classes for a few reasons. Reason number one being that 2pm is just a nice time for me to take my nap. Second, classes that ends at 5 or 6pm just spells trouble for us who are taking a public bus and then a KTM train home.
Anyway, today is just not my day.
Incidents that had happened happens again today. Sad
Till then...
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class were so so only...
i was so bored....
really...
is introduction...
and project....
and stuff....
Hope that everything will be fine soon...just need some freedom...
some space....
and care...^^
Happy studying my friends!!
Things have been busy and up and down and side-ways for me. Anyways, i will start off with some sort of a "summary" of the past weekend and then you can read on from there.
Basically, my dear followed my family up to Genting. Yea, the one on top of the hill.
Spent some time there chilling out, arcade-ing, basically jux for a break from KL.We managed to snap a few pictures though. Went to an interesting place and i told my dear to make a pose for me to snap the picture under some falling books, and this was how she posed...
And then it was my turn...
See the difference? I think she needs more spontaneous kinda pose...
We then went to the arcade and jammed on some of the machines there whcih gave us a whole bunch of tickets to be redeemed for a bear for my dear...
Tickets
Ze bear...... and this was what he was holding.
Soon after that, he went back to the same shop and got himself a can of "whatever"
Lol.
We stayed in Genting one nite, and then back to KL. Time flies when we are enjoying ourselves. Back in town, we then went dinner at my aunt's new restaurant in The Curve. Food was excelent.
After that, was another quite boring week in KL. Looking forward to the trip to Melaka the following weekend. Hope that nothing goes wrong.
Anna, here we come to visit you. All our food there is on you, like you promoised. Hahahahahahaha
I stopped playing the guitar for the Sunday mass this week, simply because i couldn't stand the conductor! He's just too much. If you all would still remember, i complained about him in a few post prior to this, and now that's it! I've had enough.
Life goes on...
Something has been bothering me... Couldn't sleep well last nite. Like i've said, what's the point of having promises if you can't keep them?
Till then...
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Stayed at home today. Basically i did alot of stuffs, from watching tvs to watching more tvs to watching even more tvs. Haha. Basically, i helped out my mum for some work and then watched tvs lor.
One of the important and interesting event on tv was the news about the road blocks and the petrol price story. I am sure most of us noe what is happening now in Malaysia rite? lol. Let's hope it doesn't get worst and burden us more.
Tomolo will be meeting up with my lecturer for my thesis. Have work to do now, which is to search for past researches about my thesis topic. Lots of research to read from now onwards (my so-called HO-LI-DAY-S).
Anyway, tomolo will also be the day my dear joining me for Manawerx FNM. Let's jux hope we get some goodies there.
Calvin and Hobbes how to earn more money:
Till then...
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On my HOLIDAY....
can someone please help me?
can i don't be a third year student now?
add on to that....
i need to do a presentation for PSY 301...
and they only decided to start it on MAY 06 batch...
which is MY BATCH...
what is this?
I don't want to talk in front of the whole crowd for 30minutes...
ALONE...
it's Colloquium...
HUHU....
Been staying in my room the whole day...
supposed to pack and clean up my room...
but i think i made it worst...
messier than before i started working...
now the whole floor is in a mess...
difficult to walk...
Can i borrow a magic wand from Harry potter?
Please return all the things to it's respective places..THanks...
(maybe this will only happened in my dreams...)
so...shall i sleep earlier?
haha....
Till here....
It's exam merdeka...hehe..
But the sad thing is....
i study so hard....
until so late night..or rather early in the morning...
memorise so much....
end up not enough time to finish my paper...
huhu...
enough got scolded by the lecturer...
cause i forgot to write my name and details in my answer sheet...
haih...
hope i won't fail....
hope what i wish yesterday will come true...
and it will be good for all of us...
hehe....
will start my long long holiday today...
haha...
what am i going to do?
no idea yet...
but there are already a few thing in queue....
- Attend my cousin's graduation
- Attend Pre-release
- Research for Thesis
- Meet Kenneth Phun for Thesis
- Celebrate Mummy's Birthday
- Melaka Trip with Friends
- Rotaract District Meeting
- Business....
and it's only the beginning...
need to appreciate time...
"Happy Holiday guys"
Till here....
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2 hours before the finals...
My trust-able notes
Anyways, exams were fine, i think it was better than my midterm. Probably coz i wasn't really prepared for my midterms. Haha.
As for how i celebrated my dear's 21st birthday, i think she has elaborated it well enough. Therefore, i will not bored you guys out there more.
Anyways, we went for a short mamak session wif some friends rite after exams. And then went home. Tired. Sleeping soon...
Till then...
is today.
No... not the 1 year 2 year anniversary. It's the 34th month Anniversary (yes, we are still counting it by months !!!).
It has been awhile since we last met.
Challenges arise and fall.
Glad that we made it through.
Went to HELP first to show my dear the present which i made her... her new Magic the Gathering deck. Thought her how to maneuver it, and test-run it with some of my friends.
After that, we went to MidValley for some Korean food, and a movie. Narnia. I noe, we're outdated. But it has been awhile since we hit the cinemas. Homeworks and classes. No time. The food was nice though. The last time we had it was during my birthday, where a group of my friends and my dear took me there to try it out. Hadn't had it before. Haha.
Narnia.... yeah, you'll need to noe the story from the previous movie to really understand it. Luckily for me, i still remember it. Haha.
My dear got me a present too. A small stuffy-heart shaped figure.
Thanks dear.
Went home after that.
It has been nearly 3 years we were together...
Many things has changed, while others remained the same.
Till then...
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Woke up early in the morning to consult a doctor...my brother suppose to fetch me there...
Reached Gleneagles 9 something....
the clinic was already filled with 4 to 5 patients...
lucky my mum called before that...
so i'm no.4..
waited the doctor to come back from his morning round visit....
waited for quite sometime...
and it's finally my turn....
haha....
doctor : you study psychology right ? you suppose to distress people instead of stress yourselves...
me : (smile...don't know what to answer...haha....)
after quite some time.....
doctor: can i ask you a private question?
me : err....yes.....(even if i say no you will ask right?haha...)
doctor : do you have a boyfriend?
me : yes....(predicting the next question already....haha....)
doctor : do you have *** ? you know right....have to ask all this...i hope you understand....
me : i understand.... :)
It's been quite some time since this problem bugging me....
think and think so long....
and yes....
i went and consult a doctor....
and he says that everything is fine...
did some scans and blood test....
except i might have PCOS....
which according to him....
very common in teenage nowadays....
nothing to worries about.....
thinking what was that.....
i went and google about it...
Click here for future information about it....
I started to worry bout my future already.....
Hope the blood test will be fine....
I'm afraid....
:(
today it's anniversary....
and i'm not late for our meeting....
supposed to meet at Midvalley...
but my dad sent me to college...
haha...
anyway....
we had Korean food as promised...
yum yum.....
Before Cook...
Half Cooked.....
the whole meal....the steam rice cost RM3...which i think it's quite expensive....haha....After the delicious and expensive lunch....haha...we went shopping for awhile....window shopping only....economy not good...must save money...haha....
That explained why we didn't get to watch movie so frequently....(just kidding...)
Narnia was nice.....although i'm quite blur in the beginning....forgot who is who.....
expecially Aslan...haha....
anyway....it's interesting....
nice...
the power of youth...
haha....
although they are 1300 years older.... (you will understand if you had watched it...)
Anyway, this was the smaller version of the present i got for dear.....
it actually comes in a pair....
i took the red one and gave dear the orange one.....
it's an heart shaped apple.....
do you remember the story of an apple?
Many things are now 50%.
Example:
- 50% of midterms are over. 50% more is tomolo
- Today's midterm i think i can only score 50% of it... It's so very tough
- I only get 50% of _______
Till then...
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don't know how my result would be....sad.....
as for the last paper tomolo....i only study 50%.....and 50% of that.....i don't understand what i'm reading....i skipped 50 % of the chapters that i have read...which includes those case studies....haha....everything 50%....here and there...left out.....
0 % ?
Everything will be fine.....
__________
can be build....
can be work on.....
with effort....
and honesty.....
care and love.....
responsibility....and autonomy....
things will be in the path that we want it to be.....
but time flies......
and it couldn't be build....
couldn't be work on......
even with effort, honesty, care and love.....
nothing could bring back time....
be patient....
work on it...
do not waste more time.....
as 24 hours is never enough....
yet 24 hours makes a difference....
Till here.....
... less.
What should i do?
Someone teach me.
Went to college today, for two classes. One from 2pm till 4pm and the other from 4pm till 6pm. I got fed up during the 4pm to 6pm class. It was just too tiring. Why can't the student council do something about it?
Perhaps they can help channel our complains to the admin staffs. But the admin will definitely say that we need to understand the situation as there are not many classes available and all sorts of excuses. Come to think of it, we are the one paying RM1000++ for each subjects that we take (total like, 12 subs per year?) and all we get is "we need to understand the situation"? Who's gonna understand us? it's a waste of our money.
Lol. Why don't i jux go somewhere else and study instead, as some of you might ask. Well, I have already been paying my tuition fees for the past 3 years. Of coz i wanna get the best out of it. Rite?
However, the problem which we were worrying about last week, suddenly came back to life. What should i do???
How how HOW?
sobs...
Don't worry la...everything will be fine want a...hehe.....actually i'm quite worried too...even confused also...haha....why we have so many problems in life? why can't be life a simpler than now? it's so complex...so confusing....so unique....so different in all different angle....the way you perceive it will make huge differences.......
Everyone make a difference...because everyone thinks differently...hehe...
Till here....
It's out today....
as you all may know what had happened last semester....
result it's not that good....
might have got a few a-....
but i just loose it....
feel bad for myself....
but i can't do anything....
so what i should say?
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
Till here...
... was the title of the Japanese song which i am listening to now while writing this post.
It means "forever"
tears,
laughter,
courage,
passion,
and faith,
to those who were already tainted,
by the world in which we lived in today.
Your eyes and smile,
soothes the fiercest wave,
the biggest fire,
the angriest person...
You were tough, fighting till the end...
It has been 9 years since you were gone.
Many things has changed...
We missed you.
Although i have yet to meet u in person, i'd still like to thank you...
For it was you who showed my dear and her family,
the true meaning of "family".
May you shower your love to them,
and guide them,
and lead them,
protect them,
comfort them,
and the most of it all...
have faith in them
for there is no greater love,
than the love from your family
i dedicate this post to my dear, and her family members, as well as her departed younger sister. May she rest in peace.
... stands for Mind Your Own Business.
Nope, i am not referring to the company which provides you a software that enables you to mind your own accounts for your business.
Why do some people have to be such a busy body ??? Why can't they just let me live my own life? Why do they want to disturb us? (I am definitely not referring to our parents !). YES !! I am actually referring to some people whom i used to call them "friends" just 1 month ago. The previous month was like a World War 3 to both of us... Challenges everywhere, people simply adding oil into the fire. It was a great test of the faith between us....
But yesterday ....
I had enough!
How could i be so stupid to have even treated you all as my friends last time???
Why can't you all just mind your own business???
Why must you all interfere into people's love life??? Talking bad about our partner behind their backs are not a very nice thing to do...
We did not even asked you all about your girlfriend/boyfriend. So why in the world must you all stick you fingers into ours???
Come on la people... grow up !!!
Friendships... are not supposed to be exploited and abused in this manner. I respected you all, i hope you all will do the same to me.... but NO. You all did not even care about the resulting outcome of it. All that you all care is your ego and to fulfill your own curiosity... You want questions answered, questions about me and my girlfriend, our privacy. And when i refused to tell, this is how you all respond to me??
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Let be gone, be gone...
I prayed...
and prayed...
and prayed...
"Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you." (Ephesians 4:32)
Fellowship without forgiveness is impossible.
As believers, we're called "to settle our relationships with each other." (2 Corinthians 5:18). We need to consistently forgive others and receive forgiveness from others, or we'll "give up in despair." (2 Corinthians 2:7).
Whenever we're hurt by someone, we have a choice to make: Will we focus on retaliation or resolution ?
The Bible speaks candidly about settling the score: "Make sure that nobody pays back wrong for wrong, but always try to be kind to each other and to everyone else." (1 Thessalonians 5:15)
In God's economy, it's not enough to say we won't seek revenge; we're to press into the very heart of forgiveness , forgiving each other, just as Christ forgave us. (Ephesians 4:32)
The Bible is very clear that forgiveness is not optional for the Christ-follower. God sets this high standard because he knows how much is at stake in your life: Bitterness and unforgiveness are a cancer that eventually will destroy you from the inside out. Forgiveness is the scalpel that removes the tumor.
This doesn't mean you'll always be able to immediately forgive and be done with it. As you become more and more Christ-like, that will become possible, but for now you may have to work at forgiving someone who has hurt you in a particularly painful way. In other words, you may forgive this person but soon begin to feel a root of unforgiveness growing in your heart.
When this occurs, you can go to Christ Jesus and ask him to help you with this cycle. He will help you release the offender, and the Holy Spirit will guide you in your effort.
A major point here is that forgiveness is a choice you can make. The power of God, working within you, means you no longer have to remain a slave to unforgiveness or bitterness.
In Colossians, the Apostle Paul provides the basis and motivation for forgiveness: "You must make allowance for each other's faults and forgive the person who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others ." (Colossians 3:13). When we remember the price Jesus paid to forgive us, how can we not forgive? (Romans 5:8)
I will forgive you my friend...
Till then...
