He told me that he thinks i'm a very brave and strong girl...
He said that i'm optimistic...
Is it really that way?
Or..
Did I build the wall again?
Defence system increase another layer..
Hehe...
Today you ask to go yum cha...
Glad that you can spare some time out to meet up..
But sorry..
Was really busy...
Had appraisal...
And was really really tired..
Yesterday slept at 4++am...
Yet..
Still cannot finish...
Just now reach downstairs...
Saw a familiar car...
Suddenly felt very happy..
Thought that you are there to pick me up after work...
Dreaming?
Yeah..Maybe...
Felt is so "hang fuk" to have someone there to depend on...
To meet up after a day long at work...
For a meal or a drink...
It will not happen anymore...
But can feel the satisfaction if you were here :)
I guess..
That's the feeling when you are with her...
After work... Meet up..
Dear, stay happy k... :)
Good night...
Sorry blog....
Was not free to update daily like previous months..
Was not at home..
Not convenient to blog...
Was busy..
With work..
Tired..
Got time also will faint on bed..
Condition didn't get better after all...
What can I do?
Not too sure..
Just..
Keep smiling..
Keep head up..
Hope everything will be alright :)
If you are reading this, below post is for you...
Saw this post on facebook..
And the first thing i thought was you..
You always stay at that area until late night only go back..
Not sure whether now you still go back late or not..
But if you do..
Maybe after magic, or after yum cha, or after send her home..
Be careful k..
Nowadays alot things happening out there..
After the case at Kin Leong's house..
I still scared it will happen again..
If they just take your stuff, it's still ok..
Don't want them to hurt you...
Worried..
You always late late...
Try go home earlier and rest early :)
Very tired..
But still have lots of work to do...
No people to disturb...
Good night dear..
You know ma?
Yesterday went and see doctor..
He asked..
Did you have a tragic experience 6months ago?
Yeah..
He said..
Lucky i'm young..
Ornot..
I will fall in depression..
He asked..
Did i sleep well?
I smile..
Don't know what to answer..
I tried..
Not to follow your news..
Not to know what you doing..
Yet..
I still fall again..
I went and look at them again..
Dear..
Will i be ok?
Will i get to stand strong?
Sometimes..
I wonder...
Glad that you guys are having fun..
Happily ever after..
Miss those time we spend together...
Take care my dear..
It's been awhile since i come here..
Just to make sure that i don't fall even deeper...
Thanks for the wishes dear... :)
And Happy birthday Cheryl...
Miss you so much..
Hope you are doing great as well..
Bought lots of sweets..
Come and grab some if you are still around...
Dear,
Saw you the other day..
Don't know whether you saw us or not..
Cause was with your sister all the time and you messaged her...
Don't know that she's there..
Saw her as well..
Not sure whether she saw me..
Or if she knows me..
She came up to us and greeted..
I want hug hug...
Hehe..
I know can't get lu..
But still just to satisfy myself...
Want to write down here..
I'm better..
Still lost..
Still coping..
But i'm sure i can do just like you can too..
Take care and good night :)
Time flies.
It's been quite some time ever since you changed the password and i don't get to come in and post...
It's hard to let go..
And see your new pictures...
I choose to unsubscribe..
Yet..
People come and tell me bout your things...
What happened..
Etc..
What should i do?
I choose to leave..
To give you what you want..
Yet..
It still haunt me..
What can i do to really let go all of this?
I know..
You don't care me like you did anymore..
It's just maybe..
A friend care...
But..
Yet..
I still will think...
:(
Dear..
Take care..
And Congrats.. :)
