even i know that this will happen one day... why i still feel so sad?? why i still want to wish you to be happy yet i can't be happy myself? how to make this feelings away? being a stone maybe it's not a bad choice afterall... won't need to have feelings for anyone.. don't have to be sad... don't have to be happy... just need to sit at a corner.. without anyone realise you are there or not... because they won't realise whether you have change or not... happy or sad... nothing to show... i always think that there will always still chance for us... since you say you not sure about future.. why bluff me when you know that it's not true?? why make me trust you when you know you will not stay... why???? i know i cannot blame you because this is what i choose.. maybe. this is the result and i have to bear with the consequences.. i'm sorry... i know i say i won't cry for you anymore... but i did... once again... you break my heart that haven't heal... i'm sorry to myself... i broke your own promise.. good nite my dear.. forever not mine anymore...
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