This Is Our Story

by lecturer....

"what do you want to learn from this class?"
"why don't you speak up?"
"what week is it now?"
"why keep till now only ask?"
"what you all want?"

and so on......

when someone tried to speak....
and that people got shot if the lecturer heard something that he don't want to listen...
and then when someone said something that he want to listen...
he will be very happy....keep "yes" (with his action and all....)

i didn't say who is right who is wrong....
for me...
yes...he as a lecturer didn't do his part to teach the class appropriate syllabus....
but then...he took the initiative to brainstorm for ideas in the morning...
i can't say that he is just pretending to say he wake up early...2 - 3 am....
no one is there to see...
some say that he was just lying....lazy....didn't do his work till last minutes....and stuff...
but some did say that they understand what he wants....and they do learn from the discussion thingy he tried to instill in us.....some said that these students are apple polisher...but then what lead them to think like that?
Isn't HELP supposed to be responsible to search for a lecturer that is an expert in certain field?
so that their lecturers won't say that they are not an expert in the field...they had rejected it...but then HELP insist they teach the subject..and then leads to frustration between the lecturers and students......
i have no idea....i do think that what the students say were right...as i do learn abit from the discussion part..maybe i didn't put in all the effort.....as there are influences everywhere....conformity and stuff......i didn't want to blame who is right and who is wrong....
it's just that we don't understand each other that much... ^^

another few more weeks....class will be over...and nightmare will be over too...
i hope that i will have more qualify and quality lecturers next semester after the 2 months breaks....hehe....it's my third year...not first year....i can't sit here and do nothing about it....
i'm paying for my studies...
we all do deserve to get a quality education.....

As usual, went FNM today.....dear won a FNM card...i forget the name...but not resurrection...because aunty not in...haha......i used the new deck....not that familiar with it...haha....lost 1-2...got bye..and the lost 0-2 last round...hehe....didn't improve this time...blame the deck....haha...external factors also get it whenever there's problem.....

Life might not be easy...but life still needs to go on.....
*Keep it up*

Went dinner with my family....
My brother bought a new handphone for my grandmother.....
quite nice....
and it's only RM247....cost price....

And my brother and his girlfriend, me and dear.....bought this for my dad's father's day present....
so slim....

Till here....
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