This Is Our Story

It's nice to have you message me once awhile..
Miss you so much..

Having your news really sooth me alot..
But..like what he told me..
If i continue feed my miss for you..
I will not let you go..
I will not be able to move on..

Hope this will end soon..
Good night..

He called..
And he told me that he have a crush on a girl...
And he continued on..
Asking things like will i accept a guy like him...
What i think of him..
It goes on for hours...
He even asked to go out a day trip...
To melaka, pd or somewhere that i'm comfortable with....

What you want me to think?
You told me that you are asking for fun..
But no matter what you are thinking..
Please remember that..
Don't hurt someone if you are not prepared....

I hope you understand what i answered you...

Can you stop coming into each and everyone of my dream?
With your face, i don't know how to differentiate whether is true or not..

Every morning i wake up...
I need to convince myself that this is only a dream..
Rethink everything..
Like fifty first date...
The lady have to watch the videoclip every morning..
:(

How long more i can survive?
I miss you...

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I posted this on facebook...
And you asked me who is that person that i dreamt of..
Then you message and asked me again..
If you still didn't realise..
It's you..
My dear...

You have been accompanying me in dreams for the past few months..
I really don't know what i should do...
What you really thinking...

I'm guessing that you are watching movie..
Not sure..
Or maybe practising your magic..
Just hope that you don't make yourself so tired...
But if you really enjoy it..
Then it's ok..

I not feeling well..
Really painful..
Walking around..
Sleeping..
Just don't feel like moving..
No matter what i do..
The pain still there..
Although this is physical pain...
It can't be compare to the pain in heart..
I miss you my dear...

Maybe i won't wait for you tonight..
Good night...

Someone asked me if he is my boyfriend...
NO!
He is not..
My dear...
Not here with me..
No people believe...

I want you back here.. :(

You asked me today..
Whether wan tetris or not..
But i not at home that time..
Who on my com?
Don't know..
Or you just message see whether i got appear offline ornot..

You offline already..
Then suddenly online ask me laptop got how many space..
So weird..
Why a?

Don't know..
You sleep le..
Good night..

You messaged me today and asked me why I didn't on msn..
You realised that i'm not at home or no people come and disturb you?

Dear,
I was really happy just now when i receive your message..
Asked why..
And you even post in my status..
Ask i why...
But you didn't reply after that..

I don't know..
Whether you really care..
Or it's just that you feel weird..
No people come and find you...
What had happened to me..

Miss those moments that i can complain to you about my pain...
Really pain..
Went and see doctor today..
Say infection..
Eat medicine and apply lotion..
But, why after that it even gone worst?
Huhu...

I don't know how to help you guys..
You complain her..
She complain you..
She want to get out from your life..
And i want to get in back into your life..
MAybe...
She haven't feel the lost of someone close..
That's why she's thinking that way...

Missing you so much my dear..
Even very pain..
I still feel like hugging you...

Why is it so difficult for me to watch this movie?

Is it because i watched part 1 and 2 with you?
And now 3, you watched with someone else that you said is for you colleagues?

I don't know..
I just felt that it's not okay..

I thought about you throughout the whole movie..
I wonder will you do the same too...

My friend told me that Madagascar 3 is coming out..
This is worst..
Our first movie...
:(

I don't know how to get over this feelings..
Will someone please help me through?
It have been months..
Is it really need to fall in love with someone else then only can get out from this?

I need help :(

How to be not upset??
Can you teach me how?
Seeing you being so happy without me..
Really make me hurts..

Is it really without me you can leave even better?
Is it you really not the one?

You said that you didn't regret to go for sis convocation..
Than playing magic.
Happy to think that you mature already..
Taking family more important than magic...
Thank you.. to at least listen to my advice..
Or maybe someone else advice...

You say that you will try to play maple with me..
And then, you told me that you too tired to play..
But after 1 hour you still in facebook..
Once i on, then you offline already...

I'm sorry..
But..
You don't really have to avoid me if you really don't want to play..

Dear..
I'm really hurt..
I'm really tired..
I don't know what i can do anymore..
I'm sorry...

*Congratulations Stephanie..*
Miss those time we spend together...
I'm sorry that I don't dare to bring myself to your convocation..
I'm afraid..
Somehow..
To meet you all together..
:(

Maybe you can watch "The Vows" sometimes when you are free..
It reminds me so much of you...

Although the movie might be overrated..
But still...
I can feel it..
I'm sorry..
I tried to do everything i could..
But i still can't get you back..
What should i do?
 Sign the divorce paper like he do?
But I don't have a divorce paper to sign..
And you already leave me aside...

You don't feel that you need me do you?
Only me..
Needing you...
:(

Miss you

I don't know what i should do..
He message and i didn't reply..
And i know how it feels for someone that you care and you didn't reply..
Because that's what you did to me at times..

I saw your message i very happy..
You came and say hi..
And asked whether i want to play tetris or not..
Because i asked you the other day?
But i don't have any computer available to play...
So i rejected it..
Sorry...
I really want to...

Dear
I cannot continue call you this...
I will never ever get to let you...
But..
I really want to continue calling you dear... :(

How would i live a life without you near me?

I reread our old msn message...

Thanks for the time you spend with me..

Today...

I came back late yesterday...

Today late already..

You messaged me today... :)

May I know where are you?

Yes..

I didn't manage to type anything for yesterday..

I watched Inborn Pairs...

Why you want send one "Hi" message make me happy and then offline?

I really don't understand...

Why....

Today..

Already 2.28am..

I don't know what i thinking?

Another car lunch today..

I made breakfast + lunch today..

You told me that..

It's getting late..

I'm sorry..

I received your message...

Today we talk about us again...

Verse

Have you ever wondered
How much I think about you
Have you ever wondered
How much you mean to me

Have you ever wondered
How much I really love you
Have you ever wondered
How much I really care


Chorus

Faces all around
But all I see is you
Voices everywhere
But all I hear is you

Today whole day..