Why?
Everytime i feel that i'm going to be ok..
Everything come back again... :(
I love you so much
That it hurts..
To go back to the place that we spend time together...
Today went the curve..
Not a place that we go always...
But we always go for christmas deco..
Mood so down that mum thought i'm sick :(
I keep check my hp..
For your reply..
I message you early in the morning..
Until 5.30 only i receive your reply..
Then no reply..
Till i disturb you in facebook..
Am i that annoying that you don't even want to answer me?
And..
you said that you no time..
but today you went out..
Where you went?
Ask you..
You answered..
"Haha"
I don't understand...
Really don't...
When you ask me..
I will tell you...
But when I ask you???
Is it I also should answer you that way?
Distance us even further?
Today i told myself that enough...
I really need to stop thinking about you already...
But...
I don't know...
It just keep coming back...
Why...
Why i still can't let go?
Why you don't want me anymore?
How come your 1month relationship is better than out 6 years?
I really don't know... :(
You said that you no time...
Cannot find time..
Not purposely don't want go out with me..
Hmm..
You also know that you sounds that you purposely don't want go out with me...
I know..
I'm stupid...
Whenever you try to spend time with me..
I will be 24/7 ready...
I really want to spend time with you..
But,
If you really find it that hard to spend time with me..
Maybe you can tell me..
Don't give me hope..
Then take it away...
If you really want to spend time with your friends..
or her..
You tell me k.
Of course..
I will not happy..
But that way...
I think i can heal faster...
Now...
I thought that things is getting better..
Then you start to don't reply my message and don't care me again...
I really don't understand...
Is this a type of revenge?
I know it's my fault..
And i'm sorry...
Please tell me what you want... :(
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2.21am...
Still not back yet..
And didn't reply my message...
Worried...
I need to stop worry about you...
That will probably keep my heart stronger..
:(
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2.35am..
Reached home le..
I felt like a stalker..
Keep worried this and that..
Good night..
We still discuss what time to meet up...
After...
A few minutes..
You message me and say that you need go lunch with client...
And i replied :(
You called...
But i missed it...
You say you call coz want ask me whether i got go to career fair so that i can pass the strawberries to you..
Is it?
Is this what you really thinking?
I felt...
I'm abit naive
I wake up so early..
To prepare your food...
Because you told me that we will eat mcd like last time in car...
So i thought can prepare something for you..
Always eat outside food not healthy...
But just one call...
Can ruin everything...
I know work is important..
But..
Just not happy :(
I wonder...
What you thinking..
You asked for lunch...
After whole day you didn't message me...
Then, you message me after some time..
Very very long.... one message..
I don't know..
You want what...
Can tell me?
Or you just playing with my feelings?
I tried so hard..
Not to buy anything for you today...
Every member day..
I also will think..
What event coming...
What thing spoil already..
Want buy what for you... :(
Dear...
Why you can sleep without saying good bye/Good night?
I thought you said that..
Every night also need to say before sleep?
No ma?
Tomorrow lunch...
Will how??
I'm afraid..
Today you long long only reply again...
But you mentioned that you are in meeting la..
One whole day only 3 message...
You ask me to get a job and buy iphone...
But iphone and then?
So that i can switch my phone line out ma?
I really don't know..
This morning i dreamt of you again..
It seems like...
I keep dreaming and dreaming..
The same thing over and over agian...
Can this stop??
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You back at 12.50am..
You saw me online again..
Don't know you happy ornot..
But i happy..
You come and greet me :P
Was scolded by my friend..
For contacting you..
I don't know why everyone thinks that i'm stupid..
But i just want to stay near to you :(
Internet down for past few days...
So i readjust the date accordingly...
Hmm..
*Rewrite this part again (although i don't remember what i wrote just now) :( *
I no internet...
So resort to message you...
Tried not to message you..
But end up messaging you also..
You ask me what i did...
I told you about the movie album...
The cinema tickets that i kept throughout the years..
Finally full already..
Apart of me being happy...
Apart of me being sad...
I don't know whether i can complete another book with you...
Today you asked me all the questions that shows me you are concern...
Ask hot or not..
Ask bout work...
etc...
But you went missing after 3pm...
Back again at 11-12am..
Said that you still busy work...
I didn't wait for you...
Too tired..
You ask me to sleep first...
Sorry..
didn't accompany you...
I can't online today :(
So sad...
Became the driver today..
For my grandmother...
Skip from one aunty house to another aunty house...
Thought want to meet you for lunch...
But i didn't get to...
You told me that i can message you...
Not only can find you online...
I'm happy to listen to that...
But i know that it will be difficult for you to message me...
Because you need to work...
Even to reply me online also takes so long...
Glad that you are home early today...
And you message me :)
Thanks for the updates...
Supposed to go to subang today..
But detour to midvalley..
One part of me being happy that i might be able to meet you...
Message you..
You really at midvalley...
Reached there..
You seldom message me..
Because you say line not good..
and you watching top 8...
So, i did not really disturb you...
Until dinner...
You say you go dinner now..
I don't dare ask where..
Until you asked whether i at midvalley..
Not sure how you guess it..
But yes..
I'm there..
After your dinner..
Not sure whether is with who..
*edited
Friend saw you...
But didn't see clearly you with who..
I hope it's not what i'm thinking about...
You called and offer for a ride home...
Told you i was driving back home...
Thanks dear...
Really happy that you called..
I returned a call back when i reach home..
Talked less than 5 minutes..
Told me that you need to bath...
And there goes...
You didn't do what you promise last time..
To call back after ask to close phone..
Maybe this promises aren't special to you anymore...
I message you again...
We talked for quite some times...
Then off to bed...
at 12 plus...
Today you message and call me again..
Happy...
I went and meet you...
Really very scary..
Because the place full of your friends..
It's like...
Starting all over again..
Going on a first date and stuff...
Thinking what to wear..
What to say..
What to do if i meet you...
So kan cheong :P
When i reach there...
I hesitate whether to continue go in or not...
Then, met him..
He asked me..
Why i come?
Then asked we together again already a...
Then, i shake my head..
He ask me to go meet you..
Then you will lose...
Then i don't want..
I scared....
She pull me inside..
Nearer to the cards area..
I keep ask to come out...
I scare..
I don't know..
I scare will see tou her..
Scare see tou you..
Don't know want to say what... :(
I hide in the toilet..
For a very long time..
Must be weird..
Because everyone who come in to the toilet look at us one kind..
Maybe they thought we les..
Haha...
Don't know...
Everytime see your friend..
Then i will scare..
Don't know what they will think of me.. :(
She said...
We like casting a movie ...
She wanted to cry when see me like this..
Want to see you but don't dare...
Today..
Watched another movie...
"Love"
Talk about all sorts of love...
And how people have the courage to search for their true love..
And meet up with them..
One part...
I feel...
Like us...
We argue..we not happy..
But we regret it..
We want to be together...
When you show black face,
I angry..
But deep down inside..
I want you to be happy...
Rest well my dear...
Thanks for appreciating...
Happy Girl again today..
You called me..
Just a simple less than 5 minutes call can make me so happy..
After waiting for you for more than 6 hours...
Patiently looking at facebook and meebo...
No sign of you online..
Suddenly you call..
Don't know what to talk..
Hehe..
You sound much better d..
Miss you so much...
Didn't see you 1 week d...
Should i go find you tomorrow?
I really don't know..
I scare..
There is another person there...
I scare..
I will make you difficult to face your friend..
I scare..
I will make the situation difficult..
I scare...
I will make you difficult to concentrate on your game...
I scare..
All sorts of thing...
Most importantly..
I scare..
You don't want to meet me..
You told me today that you will come and take the strawberry next week..
I think..
Next week..
I need to buy new one from jusco already...
Even now also cannot really stand already..
But, I'm really happy that you called..
And I really want to meet you so much...
Today watched " Marrying Mr Perfect"
The movie is like us..
Where i told you i need time to think..
They didn't keep in touch...
Just that...
The guy waited for the girl to come back like "Office Girl"
When will you be coming back?
Love you and Good Luck...
You asked me why i so late today..
Coz yesterday stay up late lo..
Waiting for someone to come back..
Seems like tonight will be a late one too..
Sleepy already..
Didn't charge battery earlier..
You faster come back la... :)
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Back at 2.30am...
You asked whether want tetris ornot..
But i see you so late back..
Tomorrow need work somemore..
I offer you to rest...
Must take care la..
Test deck..
Or play also...
Must rest more..
You drive alone..
Dangerous...
Good night my dear
是我习惯了最近的等候
而你无动于衷
耳边还都是你曾说过的承诺
告诉自己不要哭了
我的世界只剩下我一个
而你渐渐走了
你离开的时候没有留下什么
我却感受到了许多
你真的走了
而我也感觉到累了
是你离开了剩我一个人了
你要我忘了
而我也没有力气了
你真的走了
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我的世界只剩下我一个
而你渐渐走了
你离开的时候没有留下什么
我却感受到了许多
你真的走了
而我也感觉到累了
是你离开了剩我一个人了
你要我忘了
而我也没有力气了
你真的走了
你真的走了
而我也感觉到累了
是你离开了剩我一个人了
你要我忘了
而我也没有力气了
你真的走了
你真的走了
shì wǒ xí guàn le zuì jìn de děng hòu
ér nǐ wú dòng yú zhōng
ěr biān hái dōu shì nǐ céng shuō guò de chéng nuò
gào sù zì jǐ bù yào kū le
wǒ de shì jiè zhī shèng xià wǒ yī gè
ér nǐ jiàn jiàn zǒu le
nǐ lí kāi de shí hòu méi yǒu líu xià shí me
wǒ què gǎn shòu dào le xǔ duō
nǐ zhēn de zǒu le
ér wǒ yě gǎn jué dào lèi le
shì nǐ lí kāi le shèng wǒ yī gè rén le
nǐ yào wǒ wàng le
ér wǒ yě méi yǒu lì qì le
nǐ zhēn de zǒu le
wǒ de shì jiè zhī shèng xià wǒ yī gè
ér nǐ jiàn jiàn zǒu le
nǐ lí kāi de shí hòu méi yǒu líu xià shí me
wǒ què gǎn shòu dào le xǔ duō
nǐ zhēn de zǒu le
ér wǒ yě gǎn jué dào lèi le
shì nǐ lí kāi le shèng wǒ yī gè rén le
nǐ yào wǒ wàng le
ér wǒ yě méi yǒu lì qì le
nǐ zhēn de zǒu le
nǐ zhēn de zǒu le
ér wǒ yě gǎn jué dào lèi le
shì nǐ lí kāi le shèng wǒ yī gè rén le
nǐ yào wǒ wàng le
ér wǒ yě méi yǒu lì qì le
nǐ zhēn de zǒu le
nǐ zhēn de zǒu le
━━≡END≡━━
Today u come find me first :)
Ask me I do what today..
Today you told me that after work, then go gym then go test deck..
Although not happy that you more willing spend time on your side..
Than find me...
You tell me what you doing..
Satisfy :P
Today the director call..
Ask me is it receive better offer..
Actually I didn't..
But I lied..
He told me that he saw potential in me..
And willing to leave the option open..
If the company i going to work in..
Not good..
I can always go back to his company..
So nice of him..
Feel bad lie to him..
Actually its because his working hours..
And in KL...
Hope that he will get someone that really can help him..
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1.23am d..
You still not back yet o..
Thought last 2 days you back early..
Today late late again..
You careful k..
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Back at 2.30am..
You sleep le..
Rest more k..
Although i want trust you.....
I have the sense that you all went and watch midnite movie..
Think too much...
Love you my dear..
She told me again to leave you..
Really not worth it for me to stay..
But. everyday in my mind..
Thinking..
What to do..
How to make you happy...
When meet up..
etc...
Almost out of my mind..
Plus...
His case now..
I also don't know how to settle...
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Today u back early..12.30am..
then play tetris..5 plus 1 suppose plus another 3..
But too lag..
I can't play..
Can't even see you move..
Don't know what's wrong with the internet..
You say go sleep if i tired..
Seems like you got care i wait you d..
Love you my dear..
Rest well..
You still don't let me join your company..
Is there still hope for us?
Coz if i don't tell them i know you and our relationship..
They won't know ma..
You ask me join the sister company..
which i already email..
I don't know whether..
I really should go for that..
I already rejected the previous offer...
Hope that everything will go on fine...
Miss you my dear
To say that you don't care is not fair for you..
Because sometimes you do..
Just like today..
I told you that i have interview today..
After your meeting..
You message me ask interview how...
The boss seems keen on me..
Ask me to start work on monday..
But the location seems quite far..
And need do outdoor sales..
I'm thinking..
If i were to restart my career path..
Maybe i should start from something i like...
I don't know..
Sometimes..
You are there..
And sometimes you are not...
I told you that i want to watch "The Vows"
But you want to watch some other movie..
Maybe you don't dare to watch love story with me?
Or maybe you want to save it to watch with her?
Not sure...
You training for saturday now..
You with who team now?
You are not with him anymore?
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Back to last saturday..
Was in ipoh for brother's gf brother's wedding dinner..
Pretty wedding...
You won the Magic competition..
Seems like everytime i not there..
Then you will win..
Maybe i really bring bad luck to you??
Then sunday..
you were in ipoh visiting sick aunty..
so am i...
But we never get to meet each other...
Miss you...
Now..
didn't see you 1 day like didn't see for a month..
Maybe because everytime i meet you very brief..
Like 5-10 minutes..
Not like last time, we get to spend the whole day together..
Went cameron with family..
Just 5 hours...
Maybe because i know his doing behind..
Make me feels that he very fake..
I need to pretend laughing with him..
To make sure mum don't feel the awkwardness..
But..Really very long didn't one family go out together like this already...
Miss those moments..
I don't know what i should do?
really want to confront him?
I already have enough many problem to think of..
Why must you create another problem for us?
Dear, i need your help...
Really very sanfu.. :(
Can you please come back and help me solve problem?
How? How? How?
You didn't reply....
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You back home at 1.40am..
Talked to you about some of my problem..
Really don't know what i should do..
You ask to leave him..
Or not..he will stay away from us..
But..if i just leave it..
He will continue on..
And will hurt more people...
Really don't like..
I don't like to pretend like this..
Why can 2 guys contact me at the same time..
And both message when i see also disappointed..
Only see your message will happy ma?
Today went matta fair..
First time drive so far...
Drive up the turn turn parking...
Jam so long...
Now i know you all how tired fetch me go gai gai..
Thanks...Especially dear...
You can't meet me for lunch...
I drive drive...
Still is go to help..
Want meet you...
I know you busy...
Although want meet you...
Don't dare disturb you..
Hope you like the chocolate...
Miss you my dear..
I hate to find out truth...
Is it all guys also like this..
From him, to him, then him, and now you....
WHY?
Why must you all treat girls like this?
Between you all, is there any real loyal person?
I really don't know what's is wrong?
I don't know what i should do...
Why they say that you are not the correct person?
I want to be with you..
But...Why everyone say the same thing?
If i didn't learn this, i will not know about this..
Is it like that, maybe i still will be with you...
But, this is my choice..
I can choose what i want to do...
Is it that, i choose to stay with you..
Then sure will got problem?
Is it, need me to hit the problem already only realise..
"ooo..that's what they have been trying to tell me?
But...I really want to be with you...
How can i make you the correct person?
I don't want to fall in love with another person...
I don't want to repeat everything again..
Or is it...you are my first love..
So, i want to stay with you no matter what others think?
But, what about you my dear?
You still think that you don't want to be in any relationship now??
You told me that you can go with me to the place...
I'm glad...really happy...
You even say that we can extend the stay if you are free...
But, dear...What you thinking?
Where are we standing in the relationship line?
Friend? Good Best? Couple? Ex?
I love you so much that I'm not willing to let go...
But what am i holding on to??
You all say that...
It's difficult to understand a girls thinking...
But it is also difficult to understand what you all thinking...
Something that you already have..already in hand..
You don't appreciate..
But chase for things that is outside there..
You like the challenge of being reject, being risky...
Maybe i'm mixing everything together..
But you all are doing the same thing..
Same concept...same reason..
You told me that...
You are not the same..
You are not those type people...
If you are not with me, I really hope that you can be a honest and loyal husband...
Take care my dear..
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You message me told me that you will late back..
Ask me sleep first..
Happy that now you still think of me..
Know that i at home waiting..
But..why you not home?
Test deck?
Now already almost 1am...
I know i think too much..
But dear...
Really take care...
Don't sleep so late..
When will you be home dear?
Actually..
I everytime 10+ 11+ also very sleepy..
But thinking..
you not home yet..
Don't know you at where..
Doing what..
Worried..
Want to wait for you first..
Innocent and Naive?
Yes, I am...
This few day also you keep ask me..
"What you doing?"
I will just tell you easily..
But when I asked you?
I always don't get a response...
I really don't understand..
Dear..
What are you planning?
Can explain to me?
Everyday until 7plus you will offline..
Till 1something..
Then you will be back.
I know i fan...
I know i want to know alot things..
But i already give alot steps..
I already let you do what you want to do..
I also not i not in the position to question..
But...
Can you please be honest?
You asked me why i put apple picture?
Because you said it is easier to smile than explaining why you are sad...
This is very true...
I'm not happy..
But it's easier for me to put a fake smile..
Then crying over and over again when explaining..
And i don't want to explain to so many people...
You said that you talk to me, i also sad..
You rather don't talk to me..
What does this means?
You talk to me because someone ask you to talk to me?
Or what?
I really don't understand...
What you are thinking...
I happy you reply me, you talk to me..
But I don't want to be stupid...
Being happy for little things that you do for me..
So that i will not be sad for things that you hide behind?
I really don't like this... :(
Today our friend called..
She said "lei gei sei yan kenneth lat dai"...
Still is mine ma?
I don't now what to answer her..
I don't now what to answer her..
I just oo...
Waited for you to reach home..
Told me that you don't want tetris today..
Actually...
Everyday i wait for you in facebook..
Not to play tetris with you..
Is get to see you reach home safely..
And say good night to you before sleep...
Then i only can sleep better...
You offer to play draw something..
But i guess you are really tired..
Let you rest :)
Sleep tight my dear...
Dressing up nicely, I looked at the watch anxiously
My heart was beating fast as the time approached
This is my first date with you
The golden ray of sunlight poured on the sidewalk
Ive changed a new lipstick and set my hair
For you to see the goodness in me
I like the confidence you have when you walk
Your attentive look when you speak
Your gentle expression and your innocent smile
I believe I can never find a better person than you
How is your ideal lover in your heart?
Will I be qualified?
I really wanna know what kind of girls can get your perfect marks
My dear, please let me play a more important role in your life
I wanna ask, my dear, when you prepare to enhance the relationship
From friends to couple, Can you
please tell me your benchmark, so that I wont wait in vain
I heard the sound of the footsteps of time
And walked towards me slowly
Everything was like a dream
Yesterday you asked whether i told any of your friends about us?
And you said that maybe your friend want to court me..
What you want me to answer you?
What you want to hear?
You said that he is weird..
In what sense?
You didn't answer that question..
I don't know what you told them..
So i don't dare to say anything as well...
Dear, what are you trying to do?
You want them to know or don't know?
You want to keep me as mistress??
Haha...
I really don't know...
You have been acting weird this few days?
Is it because of him, saying a few words..
Then you want to make sure that i'm still with you?
But you told me that you don't want to be in any relationship at the moment..
Which one is the real you?
I'm confuse...
You told me that you will download the game and play with me..
I asked you to download it ages ago..
If you really want to, you would have done it long time ago...
I really don't understand..
If you are coming back, I will be very happy..
But if you are just playing around, please don't do so..
Because I'm hurt enough...
Dear, I would really appreciate it if you can be honest..
Be your real self...
I wonder where are you?
Everytime i ask you where you go at night..
You sure went missing or skip that question...
Dear..
Every night wait you like this really tired...
If you really work..
Then i don't mind waiting for you
But..
I have a feeling that..
You are there..
With whoever is it...
Trying hard to please her..
I don't know whether this feelings i had..
Is real or not..
Of course i do hope that its not real..
But..
I really don't know what to do..
Feel like having bipolar..
Little while happy..
Little while sad..
How can i be happy for myself?
And not happy because i see you happy?
I really need to be happy myself...
If one day you don't come back to me..
Then what will happen to me?
I'm afraid...
I'm scared...
I'm sorry...
Where are you?
Find you for lunch today..
Try to get a parking...
But can't...
End up..
Take away and eat in car..
Happy that you treat me better already..
But still will mang zhang when i didn't drive properly..
Sorry..
I stress...
You in the car..
Hehe...
Suppose want to go watch movie..
But you scare you busy..
Busy got time play facebook..
Busy busy wo....
Thanks for the lunch... :P
:)
Today is a happy day..
You start to open up..
More like my dear...
You brought your tablet..
Show me your game..
Show me japan picture..
Talk more...
And we laugh more..
You even asked for a movie..
Or lunch tomorrow..
Will this continue?
Or is it I'm just dreaming..
Or is it...
You have other plans?
I really want to know..
If this is a dream...
I don't want to wake up...
Continue with this relationship..
At least..
You will message me..
Will reply my message..
Will ask me about my condition...
Miss you so much..
Dear...
What you want to tell me?
It's have been quite sometimes since you initiate the message..
Today you message me asked how are you today...
Then, told me what you going to do and ask about tomorrow..
You want to ask me out?
Or you have something that you want to tell me?
I don't know whether i want to listen or not..
On one hand i want to know...
I want to hear what i have been waiting all these while..
On the other hand..i don't want to know..
I scare..you will tell me things that I don't want to know...
So contradicting myself...
Dear...
Miss hugging you and you hugging me back...
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You message me again..
Told me what you did and where you going...
And...as for tomorrow..
You say see how..
At first for dinner..
and now say you won't stay for dinner..
I can't figure out..
What you trying to do...
I ask you to bring the album..
So that i can't have alook..
You offer me to keep it..
Is it...an album also cannot keep?
I really got mixed signal this time..
I don't know what you thinking...
Dear...
Sorry...
Don't angry already la..
So long already... :(
Still remember today is what day?
it's the 4th month...
I'm happy that you called...
You very long time didn't take initiative to call me d...
:)
We talked like normal..
It seems like we talked for very long..
But it's less than 5minutes..
Miss you my dear..
Hope all this will end as soon as possible..
I don't want to keep counting..
Sorry...
Today receive your message say good luck for interview..
You still remember :)
Asked you for a lunch..
But u say u got media lunch..
Saw your uploaded photo about it...
Asked you about it..
No reply...
Is it with her?
Everytime i hear you say media owner..
I will start thinking...
How to stop my brain from thinking?
Yesterday he asked me is it disappointed didn't receive valentine's day present..
Abit weird..
Next..he told me that he knew nothing could change once he saw the sunset picture...
Even he knew..
How about you?
You really can let go?
It's really hard to believe... :(
Today u Say sorry coz off facebook change to msn...
Then when i come back, you come and talk to me first..
Ask i busy ornot..
usually this is what i ask you...
You also got say concern to ama..
Then i tell you tired, you also will ask me rest..
I know for many people out there..
This might just be a normal friend concern..
But to me..
It's alot...
You finally pay some attention to me again...
Dear...
without you by my side..
Really feels different..
Everytime i feel that i can let go already..
All the feelings come back again...
I don't know i can go through how many times...
But i really hope that before i really give up..
You can come back... :(
你说呢 明知你不在
nǐ shuō ne míng zhī nǐ bù zài
还是会问
hái shì huì wèn
空气 却不能代替你 出声
kōng qì què bù néng dài tì nǐ chū shēng
习惯 像永不愈合
xí guàn xiàng yǒng bù yù hé
的固执伤痕
de gù zhí shāng hén
一思念就撕裂灵魂
yī sī niàn jiù sī liè líng hún
把相片
bǎ xiàng piàn
让你能保存 多洗一本
ràng nǐ néng bǎo cún duō xǐ yī běn
毛衣 也为你准备多 一层
máo yī yě wéi nǐ zhǔn bèi duō yī céng
但是 你孤单时刻
dàn shì nǐ gū dān shí kè
安慰的体温
ān wèi de tǐ wēn
怎么为你多留一份
zěn me wéi nǐ duō liú yī fèn
我不愿让你一个人
wǒ bù yuàn ràng nǐ yī gè rén
一个人在人海浮沉
yī gè rén zài rén hǎi fú chén
我不愿你独自走过
wǒ bù yuàn nǐ dú zì zǒu guò
风雨的 时分
fēng yǔ de shí fēn
我不愿让你一个人
wǒ bù yuàn ràng nǐ yī gè rén
承受这世界的残忍
chéng shòu zhè shì jiè de cán rěn
我不愿眼泪陪你到 永恒
wǒ bù yuàn yǎn lèi péi nǐ dào yǒng héng
你走后 爱情的遗迹
nǐ zǒu hòu ài qíng de yí jī
像是空城
xiàng shì kōng chéng
遗落你杯子手套和 笑声
yí luò nǐ bēi zi shǒu tào hé xiào shēng
最后 你只带走你
zuì hòu nǐ zhī dài zǒu nǐ
脆弱和单纯
cuì ruò hé dān chún
和我最放不下的人
hé wǒ zuì fàng bù xià de rén
也许未来
yě xǔ wèi lái
你会找到 懂你疼你 更好的人
nǐ huì zhǎo dào dǒng nǐ téng nǐ gèng hǎo de rén
下段旅程
xià duàn lǚ chéng
你一定要 更幸福丰盛
nǐ yī dìng yào gèng xìng fú fēng shèng
我不愿让你一个人
wǒ bù yuàn ràng nǐ yī gè rén
一个人在人海浮沉
yī gè rén zài rén hǎi fú chén
我不愿你独自走过
wǒ bù yuàn nǐ dú zì zǒu guò
风雨的 时分
fēng yǔ de shí fēn
我不愿让你一个人
wǒ bù yuàn ràng nǐ yī gè rén
承受这世界的残忍
chéng shòu zhè shì jiè de cán rěn
我不愿眼泪陪你到 永恒
wǒ bù yuàn yǎn lèi péi nǐ dào yǒng héng
你说呢 明知你不在 还是会问
nǐ shuō ne míng zhī nǐ bù zài hái shì huì wèn
只因 习惯你满足的 眼神
zhī yīn xí guàn nǐ mǎn zú de yǎn shén
只是 我最后一个 奢求的可能
zhī shì wǒ zuì hòu yī gè shē qiú de kě néng
只求你有快乐人生
zhī qiú nǐ yǒu kuài lè rén shēng
只求命运 带你去一段
zhī qiú mìng yùn dài nǐ qù yī duàn
全新的旅程
quán xīn de lǚ chéng
往幸福的天涯飞奔
wǎng xìng fú de tiān yá fēi bēn
别回头就往前飞奔
bié huí tóu jiù wǎng qián fēi bēn
请忘了我还 一个人
qǐng wàng le wǒ hái yī gè rén
nǐ shuō ne míng zhī nǐ bù zài
还是会问
hái shì huì wèn
空气 却不能代替你 出声
kōng qì què bù néng dài tì nǐ chū shēng
习惯 像永不愈合
xí guàn xiàng yǒng bù yù hé
的固执伤痕
de gù zhí shāng hén
一思念就撕裂灵魂
yī sī niàn jiù sī liè líng hún
把相片
bǎ xiàng piàn
让你能保存 多洗一本
ràng nǐ néng bǎo cún duō xǐ yī běn
毛衣 也为你准备多 一层
máo yī yě wéi nǐ zhǔn bèi duō yī céng
但是 你孤单时刻
dàn shì nǐ gū dān shí kè
安慰的体温
ān wèi de tǐ wēn
怎么为你多留一份
zěn me wéi nǐ duō liú yī fèn
我不愿让你一个人
wǒ bù yuàn ràng nǐ yī gè rén
一个人在人海浮沉
yī gè rén zài rén hǎi fú chén
我不愿你独自走过
wǒ bù yuàn nǐ dú zì zǒu guò
风雨的 时分
fēng yǔ de shí fēn
我不愿让你一个人
wǒ bù yuàn ràng nǐ yī gè rén
承受这世界的残忍
chéng shòu zhè shì jiè de cán rěn
我不愿眼泪陪你到 永恒
wǒ bù yuàn yǎn lèi péi nǐ dào yǒng héng
你走后 爱情的遗迹
nǐ zǒu hòu ài qíng de yí jī
像是空城
xiàng shì kōng chéng
遗落你杯子手套和 笑声
yí luò nǐ bēi zi shǒu tào hé xiào shēng
最后 你只带走你
zuì hòu nǐ zhī dài zǒu nǐ
脆弱和单纯
cuì ruò hé dān chún
和我最放不下的人
hé wǒ zuì fàng bù xià de rén
也许未来
yě xǔ wèi lái
你会找到 懂你疼你 更好的人
nǐ huì zhǎo dào dǒng nǐ téng nǐ gèng hǎo de rén
下段旅程
xià duàn lǚ chéng
你一定要 更幸福丰盛
nǐ yī dìng yào gèng xìng fú fēng shèng
我不愿让你一个人
wǒ bù yuàn ràng nǐ yī gè rén
一个人在人海浮沉
yī gè rén zài rén hǎi fú chén
我不愿你独自走过
wǒ bù yuàn nǐ dú zì zǒu guò
风雨的 时分
fēng yǔ de shí fēn
我不愿让你一个人
wǒ bù yuàn ràng nǐ yī gè rén
承受这世界的残忍
chéng shòu zhè shì jiè de cán rěn
我不愿眼泪陪你到 永恒
wǒ bù yuàn yǎn lèi péi nǐ dào yǒng héng
你说呢 明知你不在 还是会问
nǐ shuō ne míng zhī nǐ bù zài hái shì huì wèn
只因 习惯你满足的 眼神
zhī yīn xí guàn nǐ mǎn zú de yǎn shén
只是 我最后一个 奢求的可能
zhī shì wǒ zuì hòu yī gè shē qiú de kě néng
只求你有快乐人生
zhī qiú nǐ yǒu kuài lè rén shēng
只求命运 带你去一段
zhī qiú mìng yùn dài nǐ qù yī duàn
全新的旅程
quán xīn de lǚ chéng
往幸福的天涯飞奔
wǎng xìng fú de tiān yá fēi bēn
别回头就往前飞奔
bié huí tóu jiù wǎng qián fēi bēn
请忘了我还 一个人
qǐng wàng le wǒ hái yī gè rén
Dear,
I thought you have change.
You came home early..
But only for the 2 days..
Is it really for work?
Please don't stay up too late at night...
Not good for your health...
Everyday only sleep 4-5hours...
Today..
we talked alot..
About work...
Miss you so much..
Miss the moment we work together..
Although we always argue that time..
I still miss you....
Dear...
Today aunt ask me...
Is it worth it for me to wait for you like this?
Why don't i play the character that you are playing now?
Just answer a few of my question...
Don't really care me...
Won't it be better?
I don't know how to answer her..
But i know..
I don't want you to feel the same like me..
Everytime you don't reply me..
I will worried..will sad...
When you only answered what you want to answer..
I also will feel...is it i really not worth it for you to spend some time with?
But i still stay on...
Because...
I still hope..
one day you will be back...
I don't know when this one day will be..
Maybe i need miracle to happen...
Dear...Please make it through this phase...
Love u..
****************
once i finish typing this..
Saw u online..
Should be back home already.. :)
Everytime saw you online..
Very happy..
Knowing that you are safe...
You can say..
I'm crazy..
Maybe i am...
Loving someone really will make someone crazy...
Today u so good o..
Pui me king kai till night..till i go out..
Come back disturb you..
You also entertain me..
Play tetris with me..
So guai back home early...
You really seems to know how i feel...
You ask me i ok or not?
I told you i abit not happy..
I told you about people asking me about you..
And you say sorry...
What is this sorry for??
I don't want to hear sorry..
Dear..
I already say plenty of sorry..
People ask me to let go..
I also don't want..
But what i can do??
Miss you so much...
When you go Japan/Korea...
"Kenneth didn't bring you go meh?"
When they saw something....
"Kenneth didn't buy for you meh?"
When i want to go Singapore work..
"Kenneth let meh?"
When i meet dad friend, relatives, friends...
"Where is your boyfriend/Kenneth?"
Hmm...everytime i say this..
It takes alot of effort...
"We broke up already"
I rather come out with some lies...
He not free..
His company don't allow..
He meeting...
He got competition...
But....if you really know me...
You will know..
I lied... :(
This morning you say hi again...
But when i reply..
You told me that you are busy..
TTYL...
After i post you this...
The one that care for me post me this..
Dear...
I don't know what I should reply..
Because I know..
He likes me..
He want me to let go of you..
But I like you...
I want to be with you..
Even though I maybe your past..
You are still my present..
Can you please help me through this?
Dear..
I really...
Can't Take it anymore :(
You said hi to me...
and also say see you tomorrow...
But i didn't have a meeting with you...
Maybe it's someone else?
Or just me thinking too much?
I really don't understand..
Why my head just non stop thinking and you can just stop like that..
Until i saw this video...
You show me this before..
and now..i really can see the differences..
I really still can't accept...
After so long...
Dear..
I'm sorry...
I have been thinking whole day again..
Today must have been a down day..
I keep thinking...
I keep crying..
Thought I told you that you are not suppose to cry for him anymore??
But I did..again and again...
Today went 1u...
The place that we spent most of our sunday together...
I can't stop thinking..
What we did here..
What we did there..
When pass by the escalator to GSC..
I think back how sweet we use to be..
Holding hands..
Hugging each other..
Waiting for the movie to start...
I finally get your reply saying that you are still busy...
3hours later...
You are back home..
It's amazing how you can read my mind..
I wrote a long message about how sorry i am..and how sad i am...
I deleted the message and reply just relevant message to u...
And you ask me why i still sad as you reply my message..
I didn't even say that i'm sad...
You promise for a tetris game...
but not too late..
cause you need wake up early..
When back home, only know that you were scolded this morning for late back yesterday...
That's why you were early home today..
9 ++
U seems like heard my disappointment..
Change from 3 to 5 games... :)
Then you were back to bed...
Dear..
Did you really think...
What relationship are we in now??
Friends?
Couple?
Not in this two...
I'm confuse...
How come you can don't reply my messages??
You know i will worried but can don't care anymore?
Or something happen?
Yesterday until today still no messages from you..
Since 4am...
What are you doing?
So busy...
Watch movie?
Test deck?
Drinking?
At least reply my message..
Worried :(
Today we went out for lunch...
Mcd..
Our favourite place previously..
Is feels abit weird..
Don't know what to talk..
You look abit angry..
Until..When want to go back that time only open abit..
Talk more..
But we keep repeating same topic..
Things that i have told you before...
Still happy..
Got your souvenir from japan...
Got your souvenir from japan...
Hello Kitty keychain...
Thanks dear..
Now 2.33am..
You still not back yet or sleep already?
Didn't reply my message..
Worried o..
You careful k...
Don't so late back la everyday..
Worried..
*************************
3am..
You say you not home yet..
Ask sleep first...
But still no reply after that...
2am d...
You still not back yet..
Worried..
But cannot keep msg you.. :(
Today you ask me why wake up so late..
I didn't know that you notice i wake up what time..
Hehe...
You ask for a lunch tomorrow..
Is this the last meeting?
Or starting a new meeting?
I don't know..
Maybe afterall..
The meeting won't turn up..
So don't think so much...
How don't think?
It's like first date.. lol..
Think want wear what...
So long didn't go out with you already...
You need to see car how..
Last week you say service car..
This week service car again?
Car, you really so poor thing ma?
Maybe really like i say..
You let car stay outside too late at night..
Fall sick already..
That's why aircondition not cold..
Hehe..
Writing this half way and receive your message..
I think you are back home already.. :)
Time for me to sleep...
****************************************
2.36am
Today message most many le..
You confirm coming tomorrow to eat lunch with me..
Then after that you got to go le..
Don't know go where..
Maybe GPT Melbourne? GPT KL?
Hmm..
But you are coming.. :)
Hmm...
You asked how is car?
You seems worried about it also..
Thanks o dear...
Really happy..
I today officially start my part time work..
alot customer ask where have i been?
Where do i work now etc...
Until one point that i say i'm calling from toi toi..
Sot already..
Dear, i still haven't figure out where you go doing these time..
You go find her ma?
I really very naive...
Thinking that we will be back again...
Thank you for spending time to see the album
And glad that you like it..
Even send me a message to update about it...
This album..
Is really the summary of our love story..
Although i can't fit everything inside...
Thank you for being in part of my life..
Where i more hope for being part of my life...
First time i bang tou car..
I look for you...
But...
You didn't reply me..
Until i'm back home..
I told you again...
Dear, i was really scared..
Want you by my side..
Even you just upstairs..
I wanted to have you down there so much...
:(
Aunt realise about me being not happy..
she thought that i was worried bout car..
But what i was thinking is about you..
She asked me..
If one day, i saw you hugging a girl...
Very intimate..
What i will do??
I don't know...
I started crying... :(
How come small things like this can make me cry so easily?
I really don't understand...
When he ask me what happen?
I told him..
He ask whether i hurt or not..
But, you talk awhile..
Continue with your work and went missing again...
Till now...
Dear, i really don't understand..
Our six years relationship can just be forgotten within these few months??
How come we cannot stand this 7 itch challenge??
I'm sorry..
Not because i think i have done all wrong..
But because i think this relationship is more important than my ego, my face...
Sorry my dear..
I really love you...
******************************* *
u Just back again..
it's 1.40am...
I always wanted to ask you..
What you actually do?
Why so late back?
But...
3 games tetris...
And there you go need do something again..
I still happy you spend some time with me..
Crazy? Maybe I am..
But album you still haven see...
Already almost a week...
Since i pass to you...
Is don't want see or really not free see?
Sorry dear..
I'm just sad...
Thinking that I'm so excited to complete the album...
Keep rushing the guy..
Keep rushing the guy..
And drove to meet up with you...
Just to make sure that you can see it earlier..
Maybe not like what i expected it to be..
That's why I'm sad..
Sorry..
I will not set my expectation again.. :l
